Nowhere to Run (Task Force 779 #3)

By K.L. Donn

This book. THIS. BOOK. 

Dear reader, if you are not of the mind to read heavy, emotional stories, I am sorry, this is not for you. 

If you are brave enough, I would encourage you to pick it up and read. Like me, I know you won’t regret it because KL Donn has outdone herself with Theo and Lola’s story. 

The author starts with a warning to her readers that while her stories carry their share of violence and adult situations, this one—Theo and Lola’s story—touches on some socially prevalent issues that may be upsetting to readers. 

As I write this, I can’t keep from thinking of what is happening around me, how the world seems to have entered an era where stark realities of life can no longer be ignored … When the world seems to have been turned upside down by a pandemic no one was prepared for.

The coronavirus pandemic seems to have brought out the best and the worst of people. We see health care workers sacrifice their very lives to fight a pandemic that, until now, is mutating. We see ordinary citizens doing the best they can for those who cannot cope—those whose lives have been upended by government lockdowns, people who have lost their loved ones, their livelihoods, their core belief of what once was their normal now gone. 

We also see people lashing out at others. The mentality of survival of the fittest—“matira matibay” in my native tongue—is rearing its ugly head, and this phenomenon has just been given a name. 

George Floyd. 

In Nowhere to Run, George Floyd is Sam, Lola’s best friend. Their stories may be different, but the sentiment is the same—they were both victims of circumstance.

Inequality. Racism. Gender bias. When the whole world should be closing ranks to fight an invisible war, these three universal problems, brought on by one’s need to be on top, to survive—run roughshod over everyone else’s need to live, to belong, to be safe. 

In the book, Sam was struggling with his identity. He is gay. I know most of society now accepts the LGBTQ community because why not? They are as much human as the rest of society are. Their blood runs red, as we all do. They eat. They feel. They live and breathe the same air. Yet, people sought to deny him his right to live and express himself as he knew he should. 

A life lost, and for those, he left behind—Lola, his family—guilt so deep and debilitating that it triggers events all the more troubling for all. 

But life goes on. We must survive this pandemic. It is up to us, as the strongest, to make sure that those who cannot, those who are struggling, survive right along with us. It is up to us to remind them, to show them, that they are strong, like us.     

“Theo, you know you cannot change the course of nature. Everything that has happened, all the pain, the suffering she has endured, God would never have burdened her with it if he did not believe she could handle it.”

~Nowhere to Run, KL Donn

When you do decide to read this one, I would encourage you to keep an open mind. Better yet, read and see the message behind her words. Take notes if you see any that resonates within you like I will be doing when I reach the last page.

Life is good. Life is precious, especially now. Live yours the best that you can. Better yet, do the world a solid and help make it a safer place to live for everyone, regardless of gender identity, race, or credit ranking. 

Let us all be Theo to Lola and Sam. 

Imprisoned

By K.L. Donn

Imprisoned in the time of a pandemic.

Sitting down to finally read Imprisoned: A Dark Retelling by K.L. Donn, I thought I was just going to enjoy a good book as I waited for my Mom to go back from the hospital.

I was prepared, knowing that this was the author’s take on Sleeping Beauty. I was prepared when she warned us, her readers, that this was no fairy tale.

I was not prepared to see two of the characters whose stories I was looking forward to reading, being the main characters. Then again, why not?

Apollo, the god of truth, paired with Ares, the god of war, and Arianna, the princess they swore to protect, turned out to be a perfect match. The fact that it was KL Donn who penned their story? This, to me, was everything I wanted in the retelling of Sleeping Beauty!

What I was not prepared for, however, was how the story touched on some issues very much affecting our society–our world–today.

Life at the time of a pandemic. KL Donn mentioned the plague that ravaged the kingdom of Graeline, and, here we are right in the midst of one.

According to the World Health Organization (WHO), increasing evidence demonstrates the link between the 2019-nCoV and other similar known coronaviruses (CoV) circulating in bats, and more specifically those of the Rhinolophus bat sub-species. These sub-species are abundant and widely present in Southern China, and across Asia, the Middle East, Africa, and Europe.

However, the route of transmission to humans at the start of this event remains unclear. The current most likely hypothesis is that an intermediary host animal has played a role in the transmission.

The Coronavirus has affected the whole world. It has brought out both good and bad in people, in all walks of life.

Racism, discrimination, greed, a sense of entitlement and privilege — have all reared their ugly heads at a time when the whole world needs healing. Bureaucracy and red tape have never seemed so thick.

And yet, amid this global scourge, we bicker. We point fingers. We become suspicious of every little move someone else makes. From first-world to third-world countries, we lash out, helpless in the face of this pandemic.

“I may be labeled as the darkness, evil incarnate, even, but once, I was the premier mage bound to the inaugural royals of this land. I was the one they came to for guidance, for light. Until a plague unlike we’d ever seen tore through the lands.”

~Imprisoned, K.L. Donn

And in this helplessness, thousands are dying. Thousands. Are. Dying.

Yes, scientists all over the world are scrambling to find a cure. Yes, governments and businesses are doing their very best to, as they say, flatten the curve, at the expense of global recession. And yes, our doctors, nurses, first-responders, etc.–all now more popularly known as front-liners–are sacrificing not just their time and knowledge, but their safety and their very lives–to save the rest of humankind.

“I couldn’t prevent the deaths, the sickness, so I killed all those who were infected and buried them in the Catalina Valley…”

~Imprisoned, K.L. Donn

As the Coronavirus sweeps earth much like the Passover of biblical times, let us not succumb to fear. Let us all do our part in eradicating this blight that has come upon us all, in however way we know.

Let us follow the calls to self-quarantine. If we can’t self-quarantine, let us be mindful of others, especially those in the front line. They need us, as much as we need them now. Above all, let us have faith–in others, in ourselves, that we will all surpass this.

“Whether you believe or not, Asher McCall, there is another life waiting for us, and they were welcomed into their new existence to spare them the pain of their first.” “Because of the mage?” She shakes her head. “Because of unwavering faith. There is so much in this world to feel hatred towards that people often forget what to be grateful for. What to believe in. So, we simply embrace what’s in front of us. What we see, touch, feel. It’s far easier than to believe there is life beyond death.”

~ Imprisoned, K.L. Donn

With hope in our hearts, faith as our weapon, and love as our guide–regardless of our beliefs and affiliations, let us all shine a light in the darkness.  

“One day, Callista, I’ll have a daughter, and she’ll bear your name. I’ll make sure Graeline never forgets the great sacrifice you made so they could prosper.”

~ Imprisoned, K.L. Donn

Phoenix (Linear Tactical #8)

by Janie Crouch 

Phoenix, aka Riley Harrison aka Boy Riley, is an adrenaline junkie who is also an undercover operative for Linear Tactical.

Riley Wilde, aka Girl Riley, is a nurse, and the love of Boy Riley’s life.

If you are a fan of Janie Crouch and her Linear Tactical series, you would have come across this couple from the start. You would have seen how they were with each other, witnessed the love that radiates from them even when Boy Riley is out and about, participating in hair-raising stunts and sporting events.

You would have fallen in love with the two, but of course, Janie Crouch just has to make sure that Boy Riley would be participating in the race for his life, as he fights for his Wildfire.

“I’m probably going to end up in a wheelchair at some point. It might be twenty years away, but it might be twenty months.” That didn’t scare him a bit. “Either way, it doesn’t matter. You’re still going to be my Riley. My Wildfire. You’ll just come with a set of wheels.”

~~Janie Crouch, Phoenix

This story hit me on different fronts.

I was an adrenaline junkie, albeit not like Janie Crouch, who is an ultra-marathoner. Me, I love the outdoors. I loved going on hikes twice a month, I loved exploring uncharted cave systems. I loved meeting people in isolated places–places some forbade me and my team to visit because the area was either known as teeming with “antigovernmental” forces, or the people were simply too distrustful of outsiders.

I loved the outdoors, but one climb made me realize that I had to give it up, that my life is more important than the rush of exploring the unexplored areas of my beautiful country.

Today, ten years from my last adventure with nature, I am dealing with health issues, foremost of which is lumbar scoliosis and cervical radiculopathy, which has hampered my movements. Add to that is a diagnosis of fibromyalgia, and being placed on medication to ensure that I can still go about my work, and yes, I am scared.

Of course, fibromyalgia is different from multiple sclerosis, Wildfire’s–Girl Riley’s, cross to bear.

According to an article written by Jon Johnson for Medical News Today, Multiple sclerosis (MS) is a neurological condition. It causes the immune system to attack the central nervous system and damage the nerves’ protective coating, which is called myelin.

Fibromyalgia, on the other hand, is a complex condition that affects many of the body’s functions. The most telltale symptom is widespread pain and tenderness in the muscles and joints. Unlike MS, fibromyalgia is not an autoimmune disease.

Yes, fibromyalgia is not quite like MS, both can have life-altering effects on both the mind and body.

If I who suffer from fibromyalgia, suffer through days when getting up to go to work is in itself a very painful endeavor, what more for those who have MS?

I can still go to the office, even when my muscles feel so sore. Or when taking a bath feels like being hit with a thousand needles. Or when my bones feel so achy and cold.

For Wildfire? For those suffering from MS? I can imagine the fear and the helplessness, and yes, I can also say that it is unfair.  What do we do? How do we cope?

“Sometimes the only thing we can do is stand next to them as they fight their own battles.”

~~Janie Crouch, Phoenix

I learned to adjust to my condition. I am strictly taking the medications prescribed to me by my doctor, but I must confess that I have yet to follow the biggest advice he gave me: change my lifestyle or look for an alternative means of livelihood.

How can I? I am a writer. Yes, writing–or typing–for long periods is, honestly, getting hard for me to do, but what can I do?

So, I cope. I take it one step at a time. I do my best to fight my own body’s weaknesses. Most of all, I read to get my mind off this ailment and to keep my mind sharp.

Because it was just all so goddamned unfair. She didn’t want this. She didn’t want to lose her abilities and independence. She was so terrified of what she might become.

~~Janie Crouch, Phoenix

What I am saying is, whatever ailment you have, be it fibromyalgia, MS, cancer, even depression or anxiety … give yourself the time and space to accept that you need help. Fortify your body, fortify your mind, but most of all, fortify your spirit.

Even if you find yourself fighting a battle alone, for as long as you have faith, you can get through anything that comes your way.

Because yes, everything is possible, and that, my friend, is what gets me through day after day. 

Securing Zoey (SEAL of Protection: Legacy Book 4)

By Susan Stoker

This is a book about survival and strength, of opening one’s eyes to what is written between the lines.

Reading Zoey and Bubba’s story brought me back to the days when I used to go on long hiking trips with my friends. I loved those days, the camaraderie and fun of discovering new trails, the exhilarating feeling of being one with nature, and meeting new friends along the way.

There was one mountain I loved so much that I climbed its peak time and again. To me, reaching the summit was like entering what I fondly call the playground of the gods. A 360-degree view all around and walking above a sea of clouds… it was my heaven!

Imagine yourself, but an insignificant speck on a vast—and often hostile—world filled with unknown dangers, where hidden treasures can only be had if Mother Nature deems you fit to be called to her banquet.

Like Zoey and Bubba, who faced the test of survival both natural and man-made, I was able to appreciate what now is slowly slipping from my grasp, and that is nature in its purest form.

Like Bubba confronting his twin, Malcolm, I confronted the wrath of nature head-on. I survived being stranded on a mountain, with Mother Nature letting loose a Category 5 storm as my team was in the middle of a five-mountain trek.

I survived teammates abandoning colleagues, themselves fighting to survive. Yes, I did lose friends along the way, but I survived. I came out scarred, physically and emotionally from one particularly brutal date with nature, but in the end, I stood tall.

Securing Zoey reminds me that amid the storm I am in right now, far from the arms of nature that I am strong. That I am a survivor. For this, I thank Susan Stoker, an author whose works constantly remind me that life is easier if we but learn to open our eyes to the right path.

I hope dear reader that you get the chance to see the story through my eyes.

Read between the lines, I implore you, there may be a gem or two waiting for you.

Dear Gage: a short story (Love Letters Book 2)

By K.L. Donn

Dear K.L., 

I have been following your stories for over a year now, starting with Keeley’s Fight. Since then I found myself unwilling to get out of the rabbit hole you have placed me into, as you are now one of only six authors I would actively hoard books of—e-book, audio, and hopefully, one day soon, paperbacks.

The past two days I have been reading your Love Letters series. I must confess that I had them on my Kindle but well, life happened. It was only when Bookbub told me that I did not have Dear Gage did I get the chance to finally sit down and read.

Well. 

Gage and Paisley’s story was by far my favorite, although Killian, Maverick, Desmond, and Lena all gave mind a much- needed respite from the doldrums. 

Gage and Paisley, and of course, Tommy, though… If I had a fairy godmother, and IF they are real, my wish would be that I can crawl into your book and assume Paisley’s role. 

It’s funny, but can someone be envious of a fictional character? ‘Coz I am. 

You see, I have always been the giver—to my family, my friends, my colleges, they all know that they can run to me any time they need me for anything. 

I don’t mind, for the most part. Lately, and especially the past few weeks, I find myself finally realizing that I keep getting the short end of the stick, so to speak.

Why? Because now that I am the one needing to reach out everyone I know seems to have turned deaf.

We haven’t met, hell, we haven’t spoken, but I know you, Paisley. Your words speak of everything you want but won’t ask for. Everything I suddenly want to give you. When I come home, I’m coming for you. Both of you. 

Love, Gage

Everyone thinks it is too preposterous for me to feel down that they can’t accept the fact that I am asking for solutions to situations not of my making, that they themselves created.

Now that I want out, now that I am refusing to be the one to take the heat for them, I have become the villain.

Paisley and Tommy, both at the end of their ropes, had Gage. North had Desmond. Maybe I’ll just go crawl into bed and spend the rest of the weekend reconnecting with your books.

And of course, get acquainted with Viktor and the rest of the Vashchenko family.

Yours,

Aya

Protecting the Future (SEAL of Protection Book 8)

By Susan Stoker

I read/listened to Protecting the Future after I finished Shelter for Penelope. Well. I still can’t get over the fact that Susan Stoker writes stories that manage to keep her readers on their toes, making us feel like we are right there alongside the characters, feeling every emotion they go through on each of their journeys!

A bonus is the narration of Stella Bloom. I always look forward to listening to Susan Stoker’s books especially when I know it is Ms. Bloom who will be doing the audio recording. Perfect!

A motto attributed to the elite United States Army Rangers and embodied in the “Soldier’s Creed” has the following lines: 

I am an American Soldier.

I am a warrior and a member of a team.

I serve the people of the United States and live the Army Values.

I will always place the mission first.

I will never accept defeat.

I will never quit.

I will never leave a fallen comrade.

“No man left behind” is a recurring theme in all of Susan Stoker’s books. Time and again, in different situations, she reminds her readers that no one—however and whatever the circumstance—should ever be left behind. Especially in times of need. 

The story of Penelope being rescued, of her brother not giving up on her even when the world seems to have done so, paints a stark contrast to what is happening in the world today. 

Too many poor and dying. Mental illness on the rise. Suicides. And yes, let us not forget the elephant in everyone’s mind, climate change. 

Of course, we cannot solve everyone’s problems. We have our own. We have our daily lives to contend with, mouths to feed, bills to pay, etc., etc. But…

It takes only one, yes? If we can only reach out to one person, then maybe that is enough. 

Just reach out. Cash does not even have to get into the picture. Reaching out does not have to be costly. Just a bit of time,  a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on—these are enough. 

Time costs money, you say? 

How about that one second it takes to smile at someone who just needed a sign that all will be alright in his world? 

How about that one second where you let a harried mom bypass you in line so that she can sit her crying toddler down? 

A second is all it takes to make everything right in someone else’s world. To the men and women in Susan Stoker’s world, a second means everything. A second, to them, means never leaving anyone behind, never quitting, never accepting defeat. 

They will do everything in their power to make everything right in the world, and so should we, in however way we can. 

Justice for Laine (Badge of Honor: Texas Heroes Book 4)

By Susan Stoker

Susan Stoker tends to squeeze my emotions every time she puts out a story that this one was quite a surprise.

Justice for Laine, the fourth book in the Badge of Honor: Texas Series, was a breath of relief as it was quite light. Laine Parker, Mackenzie’s (Justice for Mackenzie) friend, meets Texas Ranger Westin King during a photoshoot. The two hit it off and start a whirlwind romance.

One day Laine disappears—and Westin and the rest of the Texas Rangers, plus some other friends, must race against time to find her in time.

Like the rest of Susan Stoker’s stories, this one was sweet and of course, filled with ahem, testosterone. This one, though, was lighter. Laine and Wes did not have a bevy of bad guys nipping at their heels or gunning for their lives, just a protective momma dog and a happily ever after I was looking for!

Erin Mallon, bless her heart, gives a narration I look forward to, so for that, thank you!

Justice for Corrie (Badge of Honor: Texas Heroes Book 3)

By Susan Stoker

Being blind since birth has not prevented Corrie Madison from honing her other senses. Never did she imagine that she will be using them to identify a killer, much so outrunning him when he comes after her. 

Officer Quint Axton wasn’t looking for a relationship until he meets Corrie. As the threats in Corrie’s life escalate, Quint realizes that if he wants to spend the rest of his life with her, he must do all he can to keep her alive.

Justice for Corrie was, to me, a reminder that physical weakness should never define a person. I know this is easier said than done, and some might say that I am being insensitive to what others would think of as anomalies or imperfections. Yes, to others, these imperfections cause their feelings of inadequacy. For being “undesirable, less than.”

But, Corrie. She is blind, but she survived, right? 

She’s a fictional character, some would say, and therefore, not real. Of course, Susan Stoker would make sure that her heroine would rise above her assigned plot twist, right? Of course, Corrie needs a happily ever after, right?

Yes, not everyone gets a happily ever after. Yes, not all physical weaknesses—acquired at birth, or inherited—can be healed. 

BUT, and I mean BUT—everyone has the right to overcome a physical disability. 

Everyone has the right to thrive. Most of all, everyone has the right to learn how to use their physical disabilities to their advantage. It is up to us, to lead the way. 

To those who say I am trivializing an issue best swept under the rug, I ask, how about our wounded veterans? Should we just say thank you for your service, goodbye?

Should we tell a polio victim—one whose hands and mind are 100 percent functional—that they can’t be important members of society? President Lincoln would turn in his grave if that was the case!

For that matter—should we tell a blind person that he or she cannot become an active member of the workforce simply because they cannot see? 

Or maybe those of us who believe that these men and women—whose handicaps were never their choice—maybe they are more capable of making the world we live in a better place. 

So no, blindness, or any physical handicap, for that matter, should never be seen as a weakness, but as a strength that should be overcome and honed to perfection. 

Defending Everly (Mountain Mercenaries Book 5)

By Susan Stoker

Defending Everly is Susan Stoker’s book in her Mountain Mercenaries series. This one tells the tale of Everly Adams, a SWAT officer looking for her 15-year-old half-sister who disappeared without a trace.

Everly teams up with former Coast Guard first responder Kannon “Ball” Black, a member of the Mountain Mercenaries.

Human trafficking. The pitfalls of social media. Trust. Three important topics that were brought to the forefront with Susan Stoker’s Defending Everly.

The book talks about how human traffickers have managed to use social media as a tool to lure their victims into prostitution and slavery. For me, this was Susan Stoker’s way of reminding her readers, especially us who follow her on social media, to be aware. Be aware of the dangers that this 20th-century phenomenon hides in the guise of modern technology. Be aware that, as much as social media can be a bridge to the outside world, it can also be everything that is wrong with the world we live in. 

I am not saying that social media is not all bad—it isn’t, BUT it is up to us to know better, to make sure that it is used for good intentions. To educate, yes. To exchange ideas and get to know others, yes and yes. To discover a world not usually available to us. All these, we can do with social media, for as long as we do it for our good, and for the betterment of others. 

To use social media for misinformation, for bullying? To use it to make someone else’s life miserable? To steal, to propagate criminal activity? Not!

It is up to us, those who know better, to also make sure that kids, our kids, know to distinguish between social media and real life. Spend time with them. Let them experience the wonders of playing in the dirt, of burying their noses in the pages of books as we do with Susan Stoker’s stories. 

Let kids know that more than social media, life is best lived seeing the world with their eyes, their hearts, and their minds. 

Susan Stoker, you are once again spot-on! And of course, Stella Bloom, as usual, made listening to Everly and Kannon’s story a pleasure!

Shelter for Quinn (Badge of Honor: Texas Heroes Book 13)

By Susan Stoker

Quinn had a port-wine stain birthmark, and she suffered for it. My weight has been an issue for so long, and even when I do my best to stay healthy, I still feel self-conscious.

Quinn had to live through people’s ignorance when they talk about her birthmark within her hearing. I heard the same.

I also remember when I was active with a mountaineering group, some of my colleagues talked about someone with the same name as mine, and when someone asked who that person was talking about, he said “the pretty one, not the fat one.”

I was within hearing distance.

It hurt. It hurt that even when I was killing myself going through the rigorous training we had, just so I keep myself fit enough to climb, I still heard grown men and women talk that way.

It hurt, knowing that even as these people talked about me in a negative way, they enjoyed the food I prepared. I was the camp cook at that time, and I made sure that the climb team had the best food to sustain them during our trek.

While it is often said that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, this is not the whole story — it partly depends on what was recently seen.

–David Alais, Professor of Psychology, University of Sydney

Like Quinn, I learned to ignore those who sought to pull me down. It is my body, after all. As long as I kept myself as healthy as I can, I have long accepted the fact that my weight will forever stay with me. I learned to make good food choices, I learned to set aside a “me time” to keep in shape. I learned to not let people like Jen, Taco’s ex, get to me.

With Shelter for Quinn, Susan Stoker reminds us to not let our imperfections be the source for people to let us down.

Imperfections—birthmarks, physical and mental disabilities, all of them should be celebrated, for each of these make us unique individuals. With or without a support system, these imperfections are tools we can use to become a force of good to our families, our friends, to society.

Me, for example—even though people made fun of my weight when I used to climb mountains, people saw that I could out-climb them that I could lead a climb team. I could also, even when all my bones were aching after a hard trek, ensure that my teammates were well fed, comfortable, and warm.

That experience—being alluded to as the “ugly one” and getting hurt by it then—does not define me today. It has made me who I am today, more confident, more decisive. I am more understanding of people and their need to lift themselves to the detriment of others.

The experience has also strengthened me as I go about my work in politics, and in the field of public relations.

Yes, beauty, I believe, is in the eye of the beholder, but are we to consider only beauty that is skin deep, or the beauty within our hearts? In this day and age, the choice should be obvious.

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